As I'm dropping Daniel off to school, He tells me smile Mama! There's nothing to be sad about. I love you! My sisters love you. My baby brother loves you. Drop me off at school and it's the weekend. There's nothing to worry about. I'll see you at 2:30pm and his smile just lights up my day.
He's right! No matter how sad I've been feeling and how worried I've been about everything with his blood sugars, doctors orders, and communication with his school nurse and hospital staff. I do have his sisters love and support. I do have my husband's unconditional love and the sweetest little boy who is there every single day just as happy as can be with his mommy no matter what the day brings.
I can not change the way others perceive me. I can not change the way others think I am as a mother. I raise an amazing honor student who is a scholar student who writes for the GATE paper and made the front page. His science fair project is beginning and it's on diabetics vs. non diabetics and he's studying the affects of carbs on blood sugars. He's one smart kid. I can't wait to see what he discovers on this science fair project. He always gets top 3 for his grade. Let's hope he amazes us this school year. My husband and I are his test subjects along with him this year. OUCH! But, I'll do anything for him. We will get poked right along with him so he can collect his data. Let's hope he makes it to district!
So, as I dropped him off this morning, I made him a promise... I would stop crying. I will allow God to take the burden from me. I will allow God to handle things and just enjoy our life and moments as they come. Everyday is different and Daniel needs me everyday. Landon needs me, Sissy needs me, Faith needs me, and now I have Michael and Kiki.
This post is for you Daniel, Landon, Sissy, Faith, Kiki, Michael, and you my Love!
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